February 2012
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sometimes i feel like i am in the eye of the storm. or walking on glass. or ducking for cover. or maybe i’m in one of those storm shelters waiting out a storm, but no one will ever tell me when it’s okay; and i am unable to ask if it’s okay because my mind works out instances, and occurrences lead to sets of facts that can be equated as the truth.
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“Don’t be afraid to fail because it means you are willing to succeed.”
– Romeo Ferrer
(what i do is all heart)
i need to organize my life. gotta figure out what internships i’m interested in for this summer and start emailing, contacting, apply, resume updating, cover letter writing, etc.
then i need to figure out if i truly am interested in studying abroad next summer and start planning my finances out for that stat. also figure out where i want to go. note to self: talk to someone who studied...
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POLITICAL FASHION SHOW {m}agandá magazine's...
we are proud to present: __INVISIBLE RUNWAY__ a performance art piece by {m}agandá magazine Invisible Runway is a political fashion show and scholarship fundraiser for incoming and continuing AB 540* students at the University of California, Berkeley. Our show incorporates poetry, mixed media, and fashion, to narrate untold undocumented immigration stories. As political and social forces...
the things i used to consider “doing for myself” don’t quite feel like that anymore. that’s completely fine. i’m not mad or upset about having to redefine what i can do that’s just for me. it’s kind of nice to have that change.
i’m part of this mentorship program for english majors called chernin and one thing the program is doing this semester is...
todayyyy
classes were same old, same old zzzz but had late boba/late lunch/early dinner with jorelle, dana, and raymond. and got cupcakes! missed my rhetoric discussion section blanton/altieri close reading of “the waste land” for chernin with my sib! stopped by really shortly for paa intern meeting saw rehearsal for pcn piece. i always like seeing actors work the through the process, and go...
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LOL
people are always so surprised by how much i notice and infer. (and usually i make pretty good guesses)
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TI-89
omg. the best thing about taking pre-calculus & calculus for three years was the graphing calculator. for reeeeal. best. thing.
BEST. THING.
(ugh i hate math though)
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I’ve had an incredibly long few weeks. From Central Cal Outreach, classes, {m} retreat, PCN Acting auditions, callbacks, classes, PCN Retreat, meetings, meetings, meetings, Townhalls, logistics, programming, programming, programming. Spring started, and I just had to hit the ground running.
I know everyone’s busy, and everyone’s stressing, but everyone has different limits,...
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maybe i'm being easily offended right now,
but don’t say that shit to someone who has ten thousand times more stress than you.
in the end, it will be worth it.
kay, i'm burning out
it’s only february. D:
or maybe it’s just that today feels like a continuation of yesterday.
brain-dumping about my thoughts on tonight. lawl it was basically one giant community affirmation, because while critiquing it is good and all, it’s also nice to be able to say something nice every so often. but now i don’t really wanna post it, cos it’s too cheeseball.
great job tonight, er’rybody.
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people need to fucking leave it alone.
if you say something with finality, why don’t you take your own advice and stop as well? it’s a two-way street. you want the door closed? quit fucking kicking it open then. quit stirring shit up and stop excusing your behavior as a form of righteousness. it disgusts me.
you aren’t protecting anyone anymore; you’re hurting people. i wonder if you have enough courage to stop...
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damn
pcn kick-off reminded me just how much time has passed since pcn 2011. i can go on and on about why pcn is very close to my heart, but i really won’t because then i’ll be gross.
but holy shit! i’m fucking stage manager. right now i’m all stoic and chill and shit, but i’m freaked out of my mind. i need to not suck ass at my job. i need to be on top of my game. i need...
whenever i see a tilde
it becomes hard to take anything else that follows it seriously. unless the tilde is used as an approximation, it’s lulz-tastic.
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